College Life on Mtv.

OMG. This show is amazing. I LOVE IT.
And the fact that its at Madison. OMG. It just is awesome. I makes me feel so close to home.
Which is kind of weird. Because it's a t.v. show.

So since that show came on, I've really been looking in to colleges and everything more and more.
I really don't know forsure what I want to do, but I have a few ideas. And I have no idea where I want to go. I know for sure that I want to get out of Tennessee. But I don't who where I want to go. I either want to go to Wisconsin, California, Chicago, or New York. I just don't know if I'll be able to make it on my own in one of the big cities. So I was talking it ove with one of my good friends, and she was like yeah I'd love to move to California. But who knows in two years, she might totally change her mind.

SO AH. I don't know what to do.
I have a while to think about it, so thats good.

AH!

OTHER THAN THAT.
Today was good.
I had a pretty great day.
And my ex and I are friends again.
So I hope that turns out well.

Well, I need to finish some stuff.

xoxoxooxoxoxo
-Jayme(:

I'm Just A Little Bossy ;)

So today, was pretty exciting haha, not really.

Talked to my friend Eric this morning, he called me on his way home from his night shift. So that was at about 6:40 this morning and lasted until 7:00ish. I got ready fairly fast this morning. Which I was very proud of myself for haha. I'd rather be like a half hour early than even 5 minutes late.
THE WORST PART ABOUT MY MORNINGS NOW ARE TAKING OUT MY NOSE RINGS. haha. Yeah its a pain in the ass. I hate taking them out and putting my retainers in. IT SUCKS!

But I'll get over it.

So I've been listening to lindsay lohans song bossy for like the past 15 minutes. And I really like it. haha.

So, after school, I went and got my haircut. Side swept bangs and layers. Woopy. I doubt anyone will notice tomorrow haha. Then after that I was starving so we went to B.K. haha Yum right? Then we went to this fabric store so I could get my fabric and everything for my clothing project. I have to make a purse. Yay. I hope it doesn't think totally hideous. Haha. Oh! And what a coincidence that like 6 people I know were there. hhahah. Then while i was checking out one of my best friends lexie walked in and so i ran after her so I could say hi really quick. (:

Tomorrows wednesday/hump day. Thank god. haha. I wish it was friday already.

So, I've gotten two of my classes grades up 2 whole letter grades. I'm so happy. haha. I really need to work on math and clothing though. Hmmm. What else.

It's like 10:12pm already. Where does time go?! I swear. It's just zooming by. I still need to do some laundry. Grr. haha. And I need to firgure out what I'm wearing tomorrow, since I can't find anything lately. Which is really getting annoying. ERG!

Well, better get to my duties, hahah. (:

xoxoxoxo
Jayme<3

Easter(:

Happy Easter everyone!

I'm at home, watching zoolander, and twittering! hahah.

Twitter is really addictive.

WWW.TWITTER.COM/HEYJAYME


NOSTRIL BITES!
I had to post a picture. I love them. They are like new best friends. Oh yes. That amazing.

(:

It sucks I have to wear these plastic clear retainers to school, on account of we're not allowed to have piercings.

UGH.
I can't wait to get of this place this summer.

Seriously.

Hmm. It's only 2:30pm.

I don't know what to do.
Probably should work on my spanish project.

yep.


xoxoxoxoxo
Jayme♥

I'm Horrible!

Jeez. Well I said I'd blog if I got my nostril bites. AND I DID!!!

AND I LOVE THEM!

We went to nashville and went to a bunch of different places, some of which weren't open, and the one that did my industrial got fired from the parlor, they said they wouldn't do it because of their insurance and all this stuff.


BUT finally, we went to somewhere in Hendersonville I think, and they said they'd do it, and i was like YES! finally. I was kind of nervous. Not as nervous as i was to get my industrial though.

So, there was a few people in there, getting piercings and tattoos, and then she was like Jayme, you can come with me and I'm like okay! haha, so we go to this little piercing room, with these posters up of pinups and everything which was pretty rad. Then I sat down and she marked my nose, which was like a five minute long process, which I told her I didnt care I just wanted it to be even, and then she told me that I had a slight curve in my nose, and I said, go figure. All the fights I've been in and everything. So finally she told me to lay down, "take a deep breath in, and slowly POP ... let it out" hahah. Yeah. It didn't really hurt, but IT WILL MAKE YOUR EYES WATER. So next was the other side, here we go again with the breathing, hahah, the only part that really got me was when she had to maneuver the jewelry in. OMG that tickled a little bit haha.

She handed me a mirror and from that point on, I fell in love with my nose. ahahahah.
So after that ordeal. We walked out of the parlor and went to the mall, so I could get some retainers. since at my school, they don't allow piercings. So I hope I can wear these retainers. I'm sure one of the teachers are going to say something.

It makes me kinda nervous.
I hate being singled out.

Well, we just had some bad weather, which interrupted my blog, lol.
Nothing too major, lots of tornadoes in the area, but we got lucky this time and only got rain and thunder storms.

I have nothing to do today.
I do have those projects I could probably be working on.
But I really don't want to. Gah.

UGH.
I hate when my rooms trashed.
I feel like I'm always straightening it up.
Oh well.

Hopefully, I can blog again later this week.

<3
x's & o's.
-Jayme

Monday. First Official Day of Spring Break.

Well, I have to apologize for not blogging in such a long time! I've been overwhelmed with drama. Actually high school drama to be specific. I'm really to the point where I'm just ready to go to college. Although, a lot worries me about college, and where I'm going to go, and if I'm even going to get accepted into the place I want to go. So, maybe these next two years will help me get my priorities straightened out.

So the start of my spring break has been pretty boring so far. Nothing major has gone on besides hanging out with some friends and sleeping in until noon. haha. This break feels really good so far though. Even though I'm barely accomplishing anything a day, it feels good just to be away and relax.

But I do have a few things that I have to accomplish before spring break is over.

I have a huge wedding project, and a huge spanish project.
And they both mean A LOT to my grade. I mean, they are PROJECTS.

So, hopefully tomorrow I can go get all the supplies. I also am HOPING I can get my nose pierced. Nostril bites to be precise. It's a nose piercing on each side. I really like them (: And then If I get those done, I need to go to hot topic and get clear retainers which are only like $7 dollars for 4 or 3. I don't remember hahah.

Well its 12:24 here and I'm getting tired.
I got distracted and started filing my nails and texting and listening to music.

AH! I'm on my friends myspace and his music makes me so happy. hahah

creepy right?
its not his music, its his selection. or playlist.
(:

well.
goodnight, hopefully i'll blog a bit tomorrow(:

xoxoxo
-Jayme<3

Oh I've Been Dying To Say This To You.

So Saturday night I got trashed. I was so drunk. It's not even funny.
I've never drank so much in my life.

It was so fun though.
I was on cloud 9.
I was happy.
Not a fucking care in the world.

Yeah, so today Sunday. HOLY SHIT. I've never felt so WORSE in my life. It was like a combination of a cold and the flu and just feel like absolute shit.

IT WAS HORRIBLE.
It still is.

But yeah, so my ex just called me and was like where are you? are you okay?
and I'm like who are you? haha. Really? Why are you all of a sudden caring about me? And then I hear the girl who is his ex also in the background. And yeah. whatever.

THIS IS NOT GOING TO EAT AWAY AT MY INSIDES.
vodka might.
but this won't.

(:
I'm going to stay positive.
Or at least try.

Anyways.
I need to get my stuff ready for school tomorrow.
and all that junk.

xoxoxo
-Jayme<3

I really want to create my own website.

So, I've been thinking, and I really want to create my own website.
Even if no one went on it, I think it'd still be fun to have one.
I could blog, and put up my photography on it, and my music.

It would be perfect. And its only like 10 bucks for a year.

But I don't really know how to construct a website.
And I'm all alone on this one.
So yeah.

(:

But wouldn't that be awesome?!
AH!
I think, if i do make one, it will be over spring break, where I have time to work on it and stuff. (:

Yeah.


SO ANYWAYS.
Today was okay.
Kinda boring.

I'm failing like two or 3 of my classes.
Which isn't good since school end in like two months.

So i really need to focus.
LIKE really. Erg.

I hate school.
It's so annoying.

Specially my school.
The people are such bitches.
I swear.
Today i kept getting bad looks. I don't even know why. I didn't even talk to anyone today or anythinggg!

Whatever.
I'm so over high school.

OH
and another thing i really want.
like really bad.


I'm getting one when I move into my apartment.
(:
I can't now since my dogs would eat it. :/

I cant wait though.
I love these cats.
They are amazing!

Well, its almost 8 and i need to do some homework. ew. i know. haha.

xoxoxoxo
☻Jayme<3

I Fell For The Enemy.

Hey everyone!
Well, it's close to the ending of Saturday, which makes me very sad :/ Because Sunday, well Sunday is just NOT fun haha.

Today consisted of:
Nothing.
Sleep, food, singing, and Advil. Exciting, no?

Which reminds me, my blue Betta fish died. OMG I FEEL LIKE AN ANIMAL KILLER. I buried him in my backyard. :'/ He was a great little fishie.

I am singing so much more these days. I guess when my emotions get all fucked up, it enables me to sing even more and better. (:

OMGGGGG, I need to finish cleaning my room. My god. Its clean its just that i need to finish arranging it how i want. i need to put everything in its place. hahaha. There I go again talking about what i need to do in my room again. lol.

OH and I've been thinking about getting this piercing called angel bites. Its something I've been looking at for awhile, but I'm kind of iffy about getting it since my school doesn't allow piercings, but i figured i could put in plastic retainers. I'll put up pictures.

This is the piercing.


This one is a really scene obviously highly photoshopped girl with hoops instead of balls.


Close up. a Medusa is also in this (middle of the lip).


And another :D


So yeah. I'm still thinking it over. But I REALLY LIKE THEM.

I Deleted a Bunch of Old Blogs.

So, I was reading them and they are just so annoying and depressing. Hahahah.
So, I deleted them. (: Gah, I'm so tired and going out in a little while.

(:

I got home super late last night. But I had an amazing time and ended up waking up with a randy hangover haha(: But I'm doing pretty good now. (:

Oh! And through all of that, I managed to rearrange my room. It's okay I guess. It took me forever, I mean, it's pretty hard to do anything with a hangover. Hahah. And I'm still not finished, but I have the weekend.

Anyways, I'm going out again tonight. getting crunk? hahahahah. Oh yes(:
It feels good to drink after this whole week and everything that happened. It feels so good to be flat out happy.

Anyways, I'll blog tomorrow I'm sure. (:

xoxoxo
Jayme♥

Good Saturday Morning! (:

It's almost 8:30 a.m. here and I'm awake. I don't know why I'm awake because i was up until 2:30 am this morning. Then i passed out. loll. Go me? Yeah.

SO! Today. I have no idea what I'm doing. I woke up and my mom was gone so I'm not sure what I'M going to do. Probably nothing until noon or later, since she wont get home until then or later.

BLAH. I am so bored. OMG i haven't seen vegitales in so long. lololol. I miss that show. So Ive been watching a lot of Daria lately. I love that show. I have the first season on my ipod and part of the 2Nd. I really should work on getting the rest of the seasons on there but it takes SO long.

Ugh going back to school on Monday is going to suck so bad. I'm going to have double the shit to make up, plus like 3 tests. AWESOME. I'm so excited for that.

For like 40 something degrees outside, it seems really nice out. I really don't want that heat to come too fast. The humidity here is so miserable. It makes you not want to live, or go outside. ITS that bad. But another part of me wants it so i can go outside and get burnt. ha ha. since i never really "tan" until like the 3rd week of sitting out.

I've been listening to the Dave Matthews band constantly. i Really love them. Like a lot. Loll.

For the first time in like 8 years i feel like reading. loll. Every ones telling me to read Twilight. I MIGHT. And yes i own it, i got it for Christmas, but its not like every girl in school doesn't own the flipping thing, because you you bet they do. I think a few frame the thing.

BUT Before twilight there's this other book i want to read that i bought like last summer.

"Trust no one, Love nothing."
Honestly I might have to go by this quote, because that really seems to be true right now. Literally. I'm not even joking. I think trusting no one and loving nothing is safe.

Well, I think I'm going to go download some music.

xoxoxox
JAYME(: aaha epic?

Felt like a Friday.

So, today was okay. I hate when something happens over the weekend and then you tell someone, and then you tell more people because they weren't around when you were telling what happened the first time. erg. i hate that. i feel like i had to repeat myself like 8 times.

So today started getting really good towards the end of the day. ;)
lololollololololollololololololol AH! (: okay anyways.

Quick update on my fish and they are all alive and swimming'. loll.

So, I realized in school today, that I really need to step it up. In floral design i have like a 66 because i didn't make up my work when i was out. go figure. in clothing i did have an F on the progress report. In math, who knows what i have in there, i hate that class, and never do the work, but on the progress report i had a c. and Spanish, i don't know how the fuck i have an f. but whatever.
so that's horrible and i know i can do way better.

ugh I'm struggling to see, my contacts keep going all blurry. asdf. I just woke up from a three hour nap and omg it was amazing. haha.

Hmmmm what else happened todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Not really to much. Besides how much i hate school. I want to graduate early so bad. I hate school, I hate the fact the teachers think that they can do whatever they want to you, embarrass you, say shit to you , its just unbelievable some of these teachers. and on the other hand some, SOME teachers at school are really cool and you're an actual person, not just some person in there class for a semester.

Speaking of school, i really need to study for my math test tomorrow. erg. I took notes all day today. so hopefully they'll help.

Well anyways. Its 8:00 already. erg. i shouldn't have slept so long. But yeah, off to studddddyyyyyy. wooot. =D



BTW. I CANNOT GET HOLLYWOOD OR CALIFORNIA OUT OF MY HEAD.
I'm moving there. I swear, after graduation. Cali here i come.


















I AM GOING TO GET TO CALIFORNIA. IF IT KILLS ME.

HAPPY VALENTINS DAY!

Hahah, I'm not as happy as it looks about valentines day. aha. But its all good.


SO! Today I woke up at 4:40 a.m. ON a SATURDAY. haha yeah. So I stayed up for a little while, then ended up passing out at like 9, and waking up like at 2.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
I NOW OWN TWO BLACK GOLDFISH. They are the loves of my life. ahah.
Their dolls, they are so cute and they arent that big. So yes, I do need to take some photographs of them soon.

AND I STILL HAVE MY BETTA FISHIES.
Nora and Frankie(:

Which reminds me.
I need to name these little cuties.
I know ones going to be K.C. (kurt cobain initials. hes my hero).
So the bigger one is going to be K.C. so if you say it, it sounds like kasey. haha. COOL.
wow nerd much?
HMMMMMMMM.
I need a second name for the smaller one.
I like maddie.
For the smaller one. (:
So its K.C. and Maddie<3>:/
whatever though. At least I have a phone. haha.

OMG why is my room such a mess. erg. i hate it.
I think im going to clean it up.
YAY cleaning. with a mixure of singing. WOOT.

Yesterday was so weird.
I can't even say why.
But it did make me giggle like a little school girl. AHA.

xoxo.
bye<3


UPPDAAAATTEEEE:
I CHANGED MADDIES NAME TO SADIE.

Im not sure why, but she looks more like a saddie.

IT'S SUNDAY! (: haha(:

So, I've been trying to think positive lately. So, with thinking positive, I need a day off of school, So! I took Friday off. Haha. So Yeah.

I've been making very little improvement on the whole changing thing, But I do have a feeling, it will start getting better. I just need more focus.

OMG OMG OMGOMG ! I got two Betta fishies this week. They are so cute. I named them Frankie, and Nora :D Yeah, and I almost killed frankie because i took I was cleaning out their bowl thingy and he like jumped out and yeah. But they are good now!

Me and my friend were talking about how we need to be more social. So, we are going to try and take a break from everything, and get more social. Hahaha. I know. Don't worry. I'm still going to try and blog just because it's fun(:

EW! Today I woke up so late. Even though it's not like bad since I went to sleep at 5 am this morning. haha. Yeah last night was crazy! hahah. So yeah.

I keep getting home sick! LIKE OMFG. Its so weird. Like i check my facebook or myspace and I'm all sad, because i see my friends and they all look so happy and everything and its just like ugh I'm missing out on so much!

What about this past week, was pretty funny. These two guy friends of mine totally treated me like shit and then they go around and were like I'm so sorry Jayme, I made a mistake and like all this shit. So yeah. I found it funny. Like i don't really care, they are my friends regardless. I love them to death, i just don't want to lose friendship with them over something so idiotic.

My room is a mess. And i really should clean it but, its so hot in here and i dont even want to move lol. My fish are so cute, they follow your finger when you put it up to the bowl. Its adorable. (: OMG DID I TELL WHAT OINKERS THEY ARE? haha. I don't over feed them, its just when i do feed them they look go insane. ahha. (: Ew, I hate how their bowl gets dirty so quick.

Anyways, I'll try and blog more later.(:

bye!
xoxoxoxo

Futuristic (:

So, today I was thinking about how I really want change. I don't just want to change on the outside, but on the inside also. I also want to prepare for the future. That sounds really weird. I know. But It's just been on my mind a lot. haha(:

Mostly I've been thinking about college, and what I want to do, and where I want to go.

I really want to go to a big city. I mean I had my heart set on going back home to Wisconsin, and going to college there, where my friends and family are. But! I'm not really sure if I want to do that anymore. I DO KNOW THAT I WILL NOT STAY IN TENNESSEE.


OK-SO:
Here are the things I would like to get into:
1.Photography or anything with design.
2.Fashion. Anything.
4. Singer/Actress? Maybe. I love love love singing, and I think acting is just so fun, Butttt, I do get nervous easily, but I think I can eventually get over that.
5. Journalist. I love writing. But I don't know if I'd be good enough to make it big.
4. FAMOUSSSSSSSSS. haha


ANYWAYS.
I think this is the place for me. New York City. Bright Lights. MMM. (:

Homesick? A little..

So today we had a snow day. Thank fucking GOD. Anytime I don't have to go to that school makes me happy. And last night was horrible. Never thought that would happen, but it did, and I got hurt, but whatever. I'll be fine, I'm a fast recoverer. :D

So yeah. I've been really irritated lately, and It's like I can't stand being around some of these people. Specially my mom. I just look at her and get instantly pissed. I can't stand to even be around her anymore, and when I am, I'm in like a bitchy mood.

AH. Techno music is just so fun and happy. Techno and Nirvana and Bob Marley are the only things that can put me in a good mood.

I wanna paint my nails pink, like this bright pink but I'm too lazy. Maybe later?

So, every time I think about Wisconsin, all I can think about is everything I'm missing out on. Like my friends, and all the fun things we could be doing, and just hanging out and even just going to school with them, its just like UGH. I really want to go home. And like I know for a fact I'm missing out on stuff with my family.

But yeah. Only a few more years and I'm out. I know its easier said than done.
I really need to get my priorities straightened out before then.


xoxo
Jayme♥

Music Makes My Mood Swayyyyy

So, I doubt anyone is reading this right now, and I don't really care if they do are not.

But anywhore. I got up at like 7:30am this morning. yeah unbelievable. I know. So yeah, I worked on some makeup work for school and I am NOT looing forward to going back. Ugh I hateeeeeeee school.

Friends. So my friends have bee acting super weird lately. AND, the best thing is these dumb little highschool bitchy girls are trying to make me jealous and shit, which I find realllllllyyyyy fun. I didn't know people could really be that lame. But okay. ahahah(:

I've been thinking about the most random things lately. Its realllllyyy weird. lol.

Well college is always on my mind, and I still don't know what I want to do. I mean I loveeee photography, but I love animals along with Marine Biology. So I really need to get some shit straightened out. But I still have some time to think and what not.

I love the music my friend has on his myspace. Like his whole playlist just makes my day. ITS FCKING AMAZING. ahah(:

So yeah. Hmmmmm, what else. Oh yeah, I've been getting super homesick lately. It's crazy. It's like I just think about everything, my friends, family, and everything I'm missing out on.

Blah. I will write later, I suppose. ahah(:
T00DL3Z
n00b.

First BLOG. Haha

So, I'm not really sure why I made one of these, oh wait. Colin had one, so I thought I'd make one, even though I have no clue what I'm really going to write about. But yes. (:

Well, I cant believe January is almost gone already, I'm fine with it, it just seems like everything is going by so fast! But yeah.


OMG. I have to pee so bad, you don't even know.
So I am going to end this blog and go tinkle. xD
wow. people are going to be like wtf? aha